Just my luck: so that phone i bought in the last post? bricked it.

bricked (bricked). verb. 1) to destroy one’s phone beyond repair. 2) to make irreparable damages to your cellular device. 3) to thoroughly damage a cell phone into the point of uselessness- turning the device into a good-for-nothing brick. E.g. Maggie is a dummy who bricked her phone.

So yeah. I bought insurance for it but it doesn’t start its coverage till October. I’ll wait then and send it back and have it fixed or whatever. Totally sucks though.

Wtf So I saved up enough money to buy my laptop. My credit card was rejected because i spent over $1000 in one purchase. Dumb rule but fine. So i had to get a special cashier’s check to make the purchase. Too much hassle for me but whatever works. At least they threw in a printer and an ipod touch.

Then i went to buy my schoolbooks. I had to buy em all new since none were available and they completely ran out of my art book so i have to be put on a waiting list.

i still have to buy adobe premium suite (which is a buttload of $$). waiting for my next check. but uh. i currently have 3.99 under my name. i rule.

I’m freaking out about school. I met this dude at orientation and he won’t stop calling.

creepy.

 The irony: I seem to be spending money faster than I can make it, which can be a pretty big problem.

my phone has been messing up a lot lately. sometimes the screen won’t move or it won’t turn on and off. t-mobile put me on myfaves but my phone isn’t compatible. so i went online and bought a new phone.

just to find out i could have set up myfaves on my old one through the internet. D=

but i gots me a new phone. a really expensive one too. it’s a lot like the iphone actually but it’s for my provider. i need to buy a wifi card for it (which is shockingly more expensive than the phone was…..) to get online:

So there goes my bank account hahaa. I have three checks for something over $300 so that should make me feel better. But i have a goal for myself: until i can save up $500, i am not allowed to spend any more than $20 at a time.

Any-who: So I got in an argument with david. i’m still mad at him but i just need to let it go. I want to get my ears pierced, but he says it’s absolutely repulsive and that he wouldn’t like it. he’s says it’s my choice, but i know how he really feels.

i’m a little disappointed. i was really looking forward to getting my ears pierced but i do owe him one because i never listen to what he says anyways. all my friends are like “screw him just get them pierced.” but i really don’t want to be repulsive to him.

sigh

i’m sure my phone wouldn’t have a problem with me piercing my ears.

too much to handle: this post is about my intolerance for a lot of things. well, not intolerance. i seem to be handling everything very well, but needless to say, there’s a LOT going on in my life at the moment. starting with

my job: my job is giving me crazy hours that are hard to work around. i like my job but we’re gritting my teeth to get me to and from work each day. not having a car is sucky. i also am really clumsy and have successfully broken almost everything in the store. like i said, if i get fired, i’ll be sort of relieved.

i’ll just never quit is all.

shit talking: people are talking shit about me on the internet. like. people who don’t even know me. i had a great time waking up to it the other day and i kinda let it get to me for a little while, but i have chosen to eliminate such negativity in my life. people can say what they want, in my life i will choose my battles, and this certainly will not be one of them.

derek hess: my favorite artist in the world derek hess is coming into town. august is going to be jam packed for me. there’s going to cedar point, orientation for school, derek hess, haste the day and winds of plague shows….. i’m going to be keeping busy for sure.

men issues: all of my friends are going through turbulent times in their lives with men. one of my friends just went through a really really tough breakup, another went through a semi tough breakup with someone she’s broken up with before, and another is waiting for a guy to come back for her i guess…. i don’t know what she wants.

all i have to say is that love shouldn’t be this hard! if love is causing you pain, you are most certainly not with the right guy. =]

like i said.
nowadays….just trying my best to stay posi!

Blessed are ye, when men shall hate you, and when they shall separate you from their company, and shall reproach you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of man’s sake. Rejoice ye in that day, and leap for joy: for, behold, your reward is great in heaven: for in the like manner did their fathers unto the prophets.

Luke 6:22-23

Also take no heed unto all words that are spoken… For oftentimes also thine own heart knoweth that thou thyself likewise hast cursed others.

Ecclesiastes 7:21-22